Go, eat your food with gladness, and drink your wine with a joyful heart, for it is now that God favors what you do. Ecclesiastes 9:7
Yesterday I was holding on to hope and trying my best to be joyful about my colonoscopy. I determined to practice thanksgiving with every drop of that gutter swill I had to drink.
I was doing my best to put it all in God’s hands and trust that all would be well. So, I chose to trust in the face of my fear. Praying about it, clinging to a scripture and writing about it helped. It enabled me to focus on the big picture instead of worrying about a minor glitch in the road.
If you have ever had any kind of invasive procedure, then I’m sure you well know, that a certain amount of anxiety goes with. I’m learning that it is not always about getting rid of the anxiety, but harnessing it and allowing God to be in control. Even if you want to freak out and run the other way choosing to let God handle the situation builds your faith in him. And, he is faithful.
I’m happy to report that I managed to drink all the nastiness in that jug (minus a few drops here and there). I managed to keep my spirits up by practicing thanksgiving for the little things such as the pink ladies blooming in my yard, or how wonderful White grape juice tastes. I reminded myself with every drop that I could do all things through Christ who gives me strength.
I’m further happy to report with joy that even though they found a polyp, it was non-cancerous. It is being biopsied to find out exactly what kind of polyp it is as that will determine if I go back in three years, or five. Apparently, some polyps are pre-cancerous and some are not. Not, would get me five years, so that is my hope.
Even with that looming large in five (or three), I still am joyful because basically I received a clean bill of health and the meds didn’t seem to make me goofy and I know that God was with me. After some initial nervousness and high blood pressure I calmed down and all was well.
Further, it was with great joy that I came home and ate my food with gladness, and drank my wine (ginger ale) with a joyful heart. Thankful that God found favor with me and answered my prayers. He is always faithful.
He is always faithful in good times and bad. Even if my outcome today had been different, I would still rejoice in the goodness of a loving God. He is always working on our behalf in all situations and if we ask he enables us to find joy in all things.
How are you finding joy today? Whether it be choosing joy in the midst of a trial, or finding joy in such an everyday occurrence as a cheeseburger and ginger ale just know that the giver of our joy is always with us and he will always lead us right.
I would be remiss if I did not thank all of you that were faithful to pray for me. That too is part of our joy. Praying for and encouraging one another. God Bless!
Joy in grace,
The pictures included with today’s post and yesterday’s were taken in Virginia back in June when we took a little trip. Such beautiful countryside where we were. I have more pictures I’ll try to post soon. My favorite way to travel is on the back roads looking for bits of beauty. Isn’t Mrs. Cow lovely, with her babe?